Could It Be Me?

I watch many of the male to female video changes on YouTube. I'm mesmerized by some of the changes I see.
Over the years I thought I would never see myself in those transistions.
Now of course.all of that has changed as I prepare myself for hormones.
I do wonder how fast and how dramatic the changes will be of course.
My "Bestest GF" has told me others will notice changes quicker than I. A daily dose of the mirror will slow progress in my eyes.
She also says the internal changes will be more dramatic and I do believe that to be true.
I have to say the whole process seems surreal.  I use the term in the unbelievable and fantastic sense. The process I've seen in others is now going to be part of me? Really?
Yes...really.
As my journey continues, I do run into the occasional peep who is curious to seeing the "before" me. (Always women)  I don't believe in showing my past to others and I wonder if that is part of fascination I have with others who do it on YouTube.
Surely, they have a sense of pride in their journey as they should. More importantly a video documentation of the transgendered crossover could be a real benefit to others. Once you get past the fetish peeps and admirers there certainly are many gender confused individuals. They can see the light at the end of the tunnel is not the train.
I can see that light and it is not train.
I see myself in the videos now and the light is future sunshine!

A successful human rights lawyer who lived as a woman outside work was pushed under a Tube train by a preoperative transsexual whom he had befriended, a court heard.

David Burgess, 63, known as Sonia, died after falling under a Piccadilly Line train at King’s Cross Underground station on Oct 25 last year.

Senthooran Kanagasingham, 35, known as Nina, went on trial yesterday charged with his murder.
Mr Burgess, a divorced father of three, had built “an enviable and brilliant reputation” as a solicitor in human rights and immigration law.

“However, socially, the deceased lived as a woman and was known by friends and family as Sonia,” said Mr Altman.

“I intend to refer to the deceased throughout as of the female gender because that is the wish of her family.”
Mr Burgess was “gender-variant”, the court heard. He had not wished to have surgery to become a woman, but to all intents and purposes outside his professional life, he lived as a woman.
This was “accepted and embraced” by everyone, including his three children, the jury was told.
“A close friend states that physically Sonia presented as a good-looking, very slim, middle-aged woman,” said Mr Altman.
“Sonia was caring and generous with her time. She was tolerant of others and she habitually helped others with their problems.” Kanagasingham, of Cricklewood, north London, had been undergoing sex-change therapy at the time of Mr Burgess’s death. It had been his desire to “pass completely as a woman”, the court heard.
It may be true: "Only the Good Die Young?"

Weekly "Horror Scope"

Libra:
If you need to lose your mind, do it. This is the week when going all out, balls to the wall psycho will have its benefits. Besides, if done properly, it’s merely a freedom of expression, a creative statement. Whatever the case, the style in which you approach this can make it all okay, so think of yourself as an abstract expressionistic fireball of passion and fury and let loose!

I thought this was me every week??????
Horror Scope compliments of   the Frisky.