Could It Be Me?

I watch many of the male to female video changes on YouTube. I'm mesmerized by some of the changes I see.
Over the years I thought I would never see myself in those transistions.
Now of course.all of that has changed as I prepare myself for hormones.
I do wonder how fast and how dramatic the changes will be of course.
My "Bestest GF" has told me others will notice changes quicker than I. A daily dose of the mirror will slow progress in my eyes.
She also says the internal changes will be more dramatic and I do believe that to be true.
I have to say the whole process seems surreal.  I use the term in the unbelievable and fantastic sense. The process I've seen in others is now going to be part of me? Really?
Yes...really.
As my journey continues, I do run into the occasional peep who is curious to seeing the "before" me. (Always women)  I don't believe in showing my past to others and I wonder if that is part of fascination I have with others who do it on YouTube.
Surely, they have a sense of pride in their journey as they should. More importantly a video documentation of the transgendered crossover could be a real benefit to others. Once you get past the fetish peeps and admirers there certainly are many gender confused individuals. They can see the light at the end of the tunnel is not the train.
I can see that light and it is not train.
I see myself in the videos now and the light is future sunshine!