To many of us, this is largely a meaningless question. Since we consider ourselves to be transgender, often we are aware of it much of our waking hours. Plus some of our resting hours as we dream.
If you are similar to me, you had to live through an all encompassing pressure to find a way to a lifestyle which led to a path to the authentic you.
Along the way, I led an existence which led to hiding, sneaking around and even a form of cheating on my wife which led me to attempt harm on myself. Ironically, the whole process led me to a public scorn on occasion which led all the way to laughter.
Finally, I came to the conclusion the male lifestyle I was desperately was trying to hold on to just wasn't worth it any more.
I guess you could say my transgender awareness had reached it's peak and I was able to begin my MtF gender transition.
I might add too, I suffered from varying degrees of gender dysphoria which added to my transgender awareness.
Possibly, with the continued influence of the internet and social media over the years, transgender awareness in the general public's eye has undergone a positive transformation.
I can use my home state of Ohio as an example. Our Republican conservative legislature is currently listening to testimony from both sides on an LGBT anti discrimination bill. After years and years, this is the farthest it has ever advanced. Hopefully it will make it this time.
Perhaps also, you can feel a bit of pride in knowing you have existed and made a life for yourself as a successful transgender woman.
If you are still in your closet, hopefully you can take your time, read how others did it and be able to slowly and successfully enter a feminine world. There are plenty of us out here who are great role models! Something else which has really changed over the years.
Finally, enjoy your awareness week!
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