During my Doc's visit yesterday, he mentioned it was time to schedule yet another fun filled event called a "colonoscopy."
If you are not familiar, the "event" is basically a two day deal. One is to clean you out...the other to take a peak at what is going on with your intestines. Now, rest assured this is my third time through this, so I am a relative expert.
The stories are worse than the actual "c-scope." Plus, nothing could be as bad as colon cancer.
My problem is vanity, pure and simple. I am not looking forward to wearing a hospital gown which opens in the back to the world to do this. Hair removal in certain key areas will be interesting if not painful,
Also, I see this as the first in a future of showing my "sexy" transgender body to a set of peeps I would rather not see it.
Old age.
Thursday, March 10, 2016
The Three "F's"
You probably of heard of of "fight or flight" and I have simply added fear for my other "F." So, fear, fight or flight.
The reason I bring it up is today when I was out and about running errands - as a woman of course and sure I felt a little uncertainty about where and when and if's of where I was going.
I thought what the hell, why was I still feeling this way and it occurred to me I always might. Unless some miracle happens I expect to never be a totally beautiful feminine critter but I do expect (and do) own what I am, The only thing I can say is I am getting better and better at adjusting to and becoming the person I was always destined to be,
In fact, I ran into a couple peeps who I hadn't seen in quite awhile. They went out of their way to say how different I acted. I was just calmer some how.
Homecoming I guess. Now If I can escape the"Three F's" with another letter of the alphabet. Happy.
The reason I bring it up is today when I was out and about running errands - as a woman of course and sure I felt a little uncertainty about where and when and if's of where I was going.
I thought what the hell, why was I still feeling this way and it occurred to me I always might. Unless some miracle happens I expect to never be a totally beautiful feminine critter but I do expect (and do) own what I am, The only thing I can say is I am getting better and better at adjusting to and becoming the person I was always destined to be,
In fact, I ran into a couple peeps who I hadn't seen in quite awhile. They went out of their way to say how different I acted. I was just calmer some how.
Homecoming I guess. Now If I can escape the"Three F's" with another letter of the alphabet. Happy.
Tuesday, March 8, 2016
Another One Bites the Dust!
In some circles, the well worn shallow and wrong criticism of transgender women has always been we couldn't be women because we couldn't have children. Now it seems in the very near future, we may able to.
I dearly loved verbally slapping around the fewer and fewer "women?" who came at me with such an ignorant argument. Of course my answer was, how many woman born female did they know who never had kids?
Being the sarcastic mean bitch I sometimes am, sure it was fun.
Now though, I have even more ammunition to trash them with since (according to the NewYork Times there has been a hopeful start for the first uterine transplant patient in this county.Outstanding news!
You just have to know a transgender woman isn't far behind just so Jenner's name isn't attached. Wait!! If you saw last night's show, Caitlyn seems to be pretty conflicted which gender will claim "most favorite" status?
I dearly loved verbally slapping around the fewer and fewer "women?" who came at me with such an ignorant argument. Of course my answer was, how many woman born female did they know who never had kids?
Being the sarcastic mean bitch I sometimes am, sure it was fun.
Now though, I have even more ammunition to trash them with since (according to the NewYork Times there has been a hopeful start for the first uterine transplant patient in this county.Outstanding news!
You just have to know a transgender woman isn't far behind just so Jenner's name isn't attached. Wait!! If you saw last night's show, Caitlyn seems to be pretty conflicted which gender will claim "most favorite" status?
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
Earning my Way into the Sandbox of Women
Image from Juli Kosalapova on UnSplash. I call being accepted in the feminine world of ciswomen around me, as being able to play in their...
-
Amateur, by my definition means a person who does not seriously pursue a certain interest, job or hobby. Ever sense Cyrsti's Condo ...
-
I don't find many new womanless pageant pictures floating around the web anymore. I think it's primarily due to the fact that th...