Suicide With a Cat's Perspective
"You are not a failure.
Just because you are transgender, does not make you broken- you do not need fixing. There is nothing wrong with you. You are a human in the wrong physical body, but with the strongest, most precious soul and I see you and you are beautiful.
You are not your thoughts and you are not other people’s thoughts. They can tell you that you are crazy; they can tell you that you are wrong. You can tell yourself that this is too hard or that you are not worthy of being the person you desire to be. Or, you can practice watching these thoughts come in and go out and let yourself be worthy of life.
Be impeccable with the words you speak about yourself and others because those words become the general consciousness of society; every time you define, judge, criticize and belittle yourself, you are contributing to the creation of the same world that hurts you so much."
This was taken from the final blog post of a transgender woman in Scotland. Aside from being on the brink of suicide myself, I don't consider myself a trained professional expert on the subject. My advice to all of you is perhaps you can reach out to a local LGBT group for help resources.
Always remember too, what is true today, doesn't have to be true tomorrow. Take my life as an example. Everything and everybody around me who were dear to me died off (literally) in a three year period and deep down inside I believed somehow I deserved it. All of a sudden my life started to change and I found myself where I am today.
Life is a series of rebuilding projects and believe in yourself to make it.