Well, the much un-awaited moment of my first colonoscopy is bearing down on me Monday. If you know anything about one, much of the difficult work is done the day before during a clean out period.
None of this is my first rodeo so to speak, after all I am a veteran of three former colonoscopies.
However this is my first procedure of any kind this far advanced into my MtF transition. As I have written, even though I know the nursing team has most likely seen it all before, perhaps, not so much with me. With my highly androgynous body.
I see Monday too, as an advanced look to at a medical future I am not sure I am ready for.
Not to be too crass here but it's time to bend over and get it started, I guess. The option of having colon cancer is much worse.