The fastest and easiest way to explain why I haven't posted for awhile is I just had to get away.
For any of you who have written a blog, at certain points of time, you just have to decide who is running increasingly larger portions of your life-the blog or you (of course.) With me the lines were becoming blurred.
Then, I began to think back to why I decided to do this at all. Number One, I wanted to help anyone else who was heading down the same road as I and maybe at the same time have a little fun with it. In particular, the Rocky Horror Picture Show comments- from almost everywhere about Laverne Cox's role in the upcoming remake- just showed me how many sour bitter peeps there still are in the transgender community. So be it though-their problem not mine. I have never and won't live my life that negative way and it seemed I was letting the Condo pull me there.
Number Two, thank the Goddess, the treatment for my liver condition is working really well. So naturally I am feeling better and again just needed to clear my mind to match my body. I quit posting and began to write in earnest in my journal and began sessions on quantum physics called "What the Bleep do We Know." I can't explain the concept easily except to say follow the link and to say I am very early into the process.
One thing I did learn early was I had to put the transgender part of my being behind. I was using it as a crutch. It didn't really matter how much so called experience on either side of the gender fence I had, more importantly, where was I headed as a human.
I had already figured out which side of the gender fence I wanted to live on.
So maybe I am reaching the magical kingdom of stealth we all so strive for. Or not caring what marks the finish line at all?
I don't know for sure and don't know for sure how soon (if ever) I will return to regular posting.
I just wanted to check in and tell you all I was still alive and well. If I was otherwise-I would have let you know!!!!
Showing posts with label What the Bleep do we Know. Show all posts
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Friday, October 30, 2015
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